LitGal
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Hi, Everybody--
Over on the thread for those considering downsizing to a condo, a couple kind members suggested I start this thread. My husband passed away last month after a very long illness. I was most fortunate to be happily married to him for 35 years. During that time we grew very strong together in facing reality head-on. He had a debilitating genetic lung condition that suddenly struck him in his 30's. As a gifted athlete, it was very difficult for him to lose his abilities in skiing, golf, back-packing, hiking, and biking over the years.
But he was an incredibly stalwart soul, and continued working full-time right up until age 62 when he could take SSDI (even though the dr. said he qualified for it back in his 40's).
So none of this was a surprise: we had prepared for it financially, signed up for a CCRC, and I retired early (partly to make sure we had some good time together........we got 2.5 years).
Still, it's hard in ways I didn't expect. Practically speaking, I've been cranking out all the paperwork involved; have been catching up on sleep; have had great support from friends, family and our church; and am trying to eat right and "take care of myself."
However, part of me feels like I'm slogging through a sea of molasses. I just want all this "stuff" DONE. There are still trips to the attorney, pulling all the contacts off his cell ph., notifying all the accts. that he is no longer on them, etc., etc., etc. Thank goodness I am retired; and there is some structure in my schedule because of my little part-time job (2 half-days a month) and volunteer youth work I do at the church.
So, I THINK I'm doing what needs to be done. (Have notified our pensions, signed up for his SS benefits, and will drop his part of our med. insurance policy. Re. the SS: have already accounted for my gov't pension offset, since I'm on CalSTRS.) But do any of you who have lost a spouse have more insights?
There are three motivations that keep me cranking out these chores: a couple possible trips to Europe with girlfriends, down-sizing to a condo, and learning from my brother (who owns an RV rental business) how I can buy one of his RV's and travel the country for months at a time. (I already have 4 girlfriends who are ready and willing to "full-time it" with me. They just know they would have to take turns, as I'm only interested in buying a 25-ft. Class C. with one slide-out.)
Oh, and I'm also going to sign up for a grief support group.
Thanks in advance for any and all input!
Over on the thread for those considering downsizing to a condo, a couple kind members suggested I start this thread. My husband passed away last month after a very long illness. I was most fortunate to be happily married to him for 35 years. During that time we grew very strong together in facing reality head-on. He had a debilitating genetic lung condition that suddenly struck him in his 30's. As a gifted athlete, it was very difficult for him to lose his abilities in skiing, golf, back-packing, hiking, and biking over the years.
But he was an incredibly stalwart soul, and continued working full-time right up until age 62 when he could take SSDI (even though the dr. said he qualified for it back in his 40's).
So none of this was a surprise: we had prepared for it financially, signed up for a CCRC, and I retired early (partly to make sure we had some good time together........we got 2.5 years).
Still, it's hard in ways I didn't expect. Practically speaking, I've been cranking out all the paperwork involved; have been catching up on sleep; have had great support from friends, family and our church; and am trying to eat right and "take care of myself."
However, part of me feels like I'm slogging through a sea of molasses. I just want all this "stuff" DONE. There are still trips to the attorney, pulling all the contacts off his cell ph., notifying all the accts. that he is no longer on them, etc., etc., etc. Thank goodness I am retired; and there is some structure in my schedule because of my little part-time job (2 half-days a month) and volunteer youth work I do at the church.
So, I THINK I'm doing what needs to be done. (Have notified our pensions, signed up for his SS benefits, and will drop his part of our med. insurance policy. Re. the SS: have already accounted for my gov't pension offset, since I'm on CalSTRS.) But do any of you who have lost a spouse have more insights?
There are three motivations that keep me cranking out these chores: a couple possible trips to Europe with girlfriends, down-sizing to a condo, and learning from my brother (who owns an RV rental business) how I can buy one of his RV's and travel the country for months at a time. (I already have 4 girlfriends who are ready and willing to "full-time it" with me. They just know they would have to take turns, as I'm only interested in buying a 25-ft. Class C. with one slide-out.)
Oh, and I'm also going to sign up for a grief support group.
Thanks in advance for any and all input!
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