These are really interesting responses and I'm surprised by the number of long-term marriages that have yours, mine, and our accounts.
When I proposed me having my own account it was also with the understanding that it'd be a TOD or he'd be the beneficiary, just like what we have with the others. I'm not trying to screw him over, however, I am tired of playing the little woman who leans on her husband and accepts his decisions as the holy grail. That ain't working for me. I just want to know I can stand on my own two feet if I need to. During our conversation, I turned it around and put him in my position and then he could see my POV. He didn't agree with it, but he could finally see where I was coming from.
I also have to pause and go over things to see whether or not there are any benefits for me to do this, aside from giving myself a bit of an emergency safety net and having some me-money in case I need it. I'm convinced emotionally--for a bit of personal independence--i would rest easier. Legally, it may not matter. So maybe I'm just fooling myself in that regard.
As for the trust issue...oh, yeah, that's a long road we're going down and I don't know if it'll ever end. I really have no intention of ever letting my guard down like this again. And I know this one thing doesn't define him, but I'm having an awful time moving forward. Some days are good and then one stupid little thing will trigger something and I'm back to square one. I don't doubt that we need counseling, but right now I'm not ready to even trust a counselor to give me good advice at the rate of $100/HR. My trust level with people having my best interest at heart is low. Stupid, probably, but that's where it is at the moment.
And S in Seattle: Mr. Sassy didn't bring up the inheritance topic. I did.
Ha, you are exactly right on your observations of the US and marriage. This is my first and last marriage, regardless of how it ends.