ProspectiveBum
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Anybody ever emphatically disconnect from one or more dysfunctional family members? In other words, rather than just not calling/writing/visiting them, you explicitly told them, “I don’t think you’re healthy, you’re not adding anything positive to my life, and I don’t care to see you anymore”. I did it last night, and today am filling in other family members who are sort of caught in the middle that these 2 folks are persona non grata in my life, and not to bring them around.
In both cases, my actions could be viewed as extreme, since nothing overt has happened with either of them recently. No screaming matches, no (recent) thievery or other betrayal of trust. Just a long, slow simmer, and a dawning realization that I don’t have to accept people in my life that I’m uncomfortable around, and who don’t add anything positive. While neither has been clinically diagnosed, I personally believe both these individuals have Borderline Personality Disorder, which seems to be pervasive in my family.
I did this via e-mail, since that’s my primary method of communication with both of these people. I got back one angry, hurt reply, and the other person hasn’t responded. I realized that in 1 case, I was hesitant to do it not because of the individual’s reaction, but because it will make other family members that I care about uncomfortable. Ultimately, I decided that the freedom I’d feel outweighed any short-term pain I’ll cause with my other family members.
I saw a quote today that resonated with me: “You get what you tolerate”. That’s what I was doing: tolerating dysfunction, to my detriment. It was stressful last night, and I only got about 4 hours sleep. Today, as the day goes on, stress is giving way to relief. I think I did the right thing.
Any stories to share?
In both cases, my actions could be viewed as extreme, since nothing overt has happened with either of them recently. No screaming matches, no (recent) thievery or other betrayal of trust. Just a long, slow simmer, and a dawning realization that I don’t have to accept people in my life that I’m uncomfortable around, and who don’t add anything positive. While neither has been clinically diagnosed, I personally believe both these individuals have Borderline Personality Disorder, which seems to be pervasive in my family.
I did this via e-mail, since that’s my primary method of communication with both of these people. I got back one angry, hurt reply, and the other person hasn’t responded. I realized that in 1 case, I was hesitant to do it not because of the individual’s reaction, but because it will make other family members that I care about uncomfortable. Ultimately, I decided that the freedom I’d feel outweighed any short-term pain I’ll cause with my other family members.
I saw a quote today that resonated with me: “You get what you tolerate”. That’s what I was doing: tolerating dysfunction, to my detriment. It was stressful last night, and I only got about 4 hours sleep. Today, as the day goes on, stress is giving way to relief. I think I did the right thing.
Any stories to share?