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E3 living on E8 pay: Now THAT is living below one's means. Congrats on your fortitude and especially on your Early Retirement!!
That habit is going to make ER easy. Most of us struggle more with the spending side than the income side.E3 living on E8 pay: Now THAT is living below one's means. Congrats on your fortitude and especially on your Early Retirement!!
I wanted to provide a status update. I turned down the offer to work as adjunct faculty at the local university. The stated part-time work was becoming full time with much liability. I spent the last week completing over 12 hours of prep work and I was not even half way through. I have not even signed the contract yet. Forget that. I am back to FIRE.
I wanted to provide a status update. I turned down the offer to work as adjunct faculty at the local university. The stated part-time work was becoming full time with much liability. I spent the last week completing over 12 hours of prep work and I was not even half way through. I have not even signed the contract yet. Forget that. I am back to FIRE.
Good that you realized what was happening before you signed the contract. Not to worry, this doesn't mean that you have to put your brain in a box, it's a matter of finding a balance between stimulation/ satisfaction and stress.
Yes, it was my wife who shined the light on the picture. I can tutor and make more money. So, the brain is going to stay out of the box and I am going to look into opening a tutor business. My viewpoint on work has drastically changed from when I retired back in May to now. Slowly I am settling into the current situation and coming to peace with it, but it truly has taken much work.
Yes, it was my wife who shined the light on the picture. I can tutor and make more money. So, the brain is going to stay out of the box and I am going to look into opening a tutor business. My viewpoint on work has drastically changed from when I retired back in May to now. Slowly I am settling into the current situation and coming to peace with it, but it truly has taken much work.
Hi Harris, Sorry, I just saw this. Smart wife! The tutoring business is a great idea, which allows for you to set your own schedule, take on as much or as little work as you want, and "enjoy" the progress of your students.
Considering the scope of your profession - the effort involved in rising to that level; your profession as CRNA being part of your identity; being well paid for a vital job; - and - frankly, how many of us ever left at the end of a shift being part of a team who saved someone's life? - I would think it unusual if you could just turn on a dime without some soul searching.
Thank you for the reply and the validation. Yes, this decision to turn away from the primary profession prior to my greatest earning years is not easy. I did not plan this. Prior to taking my last job the plan was to take break from the bedside, experience an alternative side of the profession and return in a couple years. What I did not plan was the pandemic, autoimmune disorder, military retirement and becoming the primary care provider for my father. Now, returning back to the profession after a 3-year layoff is daunting and undesirable.
Serving humanity for 30 years provided me a sense of purpose and accomplishment beyond expectation. I am choosing to be grateful to have had the opportunity. Now it is time to serve those who desire the same path and assist them to achieve. Truly, I am continuing to serve humanity. I cannot retire in the traditional sense, I have more to do. Good luck to those who can. Thank you.
Welcome. Retired Navy surgeon here after 24 years. I was 49 yo when I was let go by my first civilian job after AD. I could have stayed permanently retired at that time (house and cars paid off, no major credit debts), but I wanted to give civilian medicine one more chance. Then after 5 more years of practice, the competitive and administrative sides of medicine and the increasing liability of being in a procedure-oriented specialty led me to burnout, and I retired for good at age 55. One patient tried to sue me for a frivolous claim but could not go through with the lawsuit after his lawyer fired him and he could not find another to take his case. Even though the case never got past the accusation, the stressors of preparing for a possible malpractice lawsuit led me to look at patients through a different perspective. Subsequently I had trouble regaining my passion for patient care. So I am glad to be out of clinical medicine. They always say you should retire to something, not just from something, but I am happy to be out of the game now. I do some occasional consulting for the VA (with low liability) as a side gig, but otherwise I am enjoying retirement only having to care for my family, my pets, and myself.
I am not trying to give advice, since YMMV, of course. I wanted to give you one example of what can happen when the siren of medicine keeps calling on you.
choosing your own work hours, more money than before, time to travel--sounds pretty ideal to me!
Retirement is all about living your life the way you choose. You have earned this time, give yourself grace to embrace this new change.
Coming from the nursing profession, I get it. We Nurses are all about giving and caring, working with purpose, sometime life and death decisions.
Take it one day at a time, things will fall in place.
Well, as I read this I can honestly say this is not where my head is now. True, I do believe all this, but I returned to my profession. Not full time, and not fully practicing to my full scope as an anesthesia provider. Now, I pick my own hours, work as an independent provider and make more money doing it. Perhaps in the future I will return to full time when the time is right, but not right now.
I just returned from walking a section of the Camino de Santiago. Next month, I may go visit my daughter in California and in October I am going to Okinawa Japan. I do have an unsettling dread in my gut that I may have cashed early from my profession. My greatest earning years truly would be now. Have I met my goals professionally and financially, and the answer to this is an outstanding "Yes". So what is the deal than, sigh....Time will tell.
I was wondering how you were doing. When you first posted, you were utterly burnt out, concerned that the symptoms from your AI might interfere with your ability to provide patient care, and had concerns about working things out with DW. Retirement is a process, which you seem to have been navigating well. Do your trips and work as an independent contractor indicate that you have had some relief? I hope so.
A lot of retirees had to wrestle with the decision of walking away from their greatest earning years. With regard to that - a saying comes to mind: you can have anything - but you can't have everything. Now, this is not 100% true, but I reference it for the general concept.
Would working full time offer you financial benefits - yes - but - would there be a price? It is not only the time vs money scenario - but would working long hours on someone else's schedule mean that you are increasing your risk of a debilitating flare?
Thank you for your concern. Yes, the AI without prednisone definitely is a show stopper. Went back on prednisone last month and currently feel great. Will be evaluated again in July by the Rheumatologist.
Yes, looking back now, I was 100% burned out. Life at the time took its toll on my mind, body and spirit. If it was just the job causing the problem, I probably would have been able to overcome, but it was the need to care for my sick father, family moving across country and the AI that put me over the top. It's taken a year to recover. No, I have no desire for full time work.
Yes, I remember about your dad. Stress (emotional) as well as physical, takes its toll. I'm glad you are feeling so well - you surely deserve it.
It is crazy. I wanted to do an annual update on this thread, but realized it has only been a little over 6 months when wrote this. How is this possible. The place where I was in my head only 6 months ago when retired is truly different than today. This tells me I have come a long way. Time and work on thy self has truly paid off. I will provide a quick update, but I will save a lessons learned for December 2023.
I am currently working only on average 4-6 days per month providing sedation to those who coming to the GI clinic for GI procedures. This is primarily to keep my license active and extra spending money. Now, spending money I need. Wow, this past 6 months I have been spending some money. More time home with idle time the more I want to spend. Now, of course this is all extra spending money, but jeesh....I truly should slow down.
Purchases:
-2022 Toyota 4Runner ($42K) and followed it up with $10k+ of modifications.
-$15k on my Stereo/TV.
-Vacations to European, California and Colorado and planning a trip to Japan in October.
Approximate expenditure --> $75K
Plan is to work to play. In other words the amount of money I choose to earn will fund my expenses to play. So, to be honest I do not foresee this happening this year, haha. I will probably make $40K this year and next year will need to cover down on the expenses from this year. Well, guess I need to slow down on the spending, oops. I thought most people are conservative when they retire, not me......Am I an outlier?
Thanks for the tags, everyone!
Welcome, @Harris4crna, and thanks for following the site.
Let me know if you have more questions on details, but it looks as if you’re figuring things out. The key is to explore your interests and answer your “What if...?” questions through small experiments, and give it a couple of years in between any major life changes.
It’s difficult to avoid recreating the stressful work environment which you left, while finding a new activity that’s challenging, fulfilling, & sustainable. You’ll end up reassessing every couple of years, especially if the dissatisfiers creep into your routine.
One of my favorite books for figuring out life (not just retirement) is Designing Your Life. The authors suggest making a plan and then iterating on it as you go... and it’s sustainable for the rest of your life.
We reached FI at the end of 1999, and I stayed until mid-2002 for an active-duty pension.
In retrospect, I should’ve gone to the Reserves just about anytime after 1992 (when we started our family). The finances would’ve worked out about the same and the quality of life would’ve been way better. At the time I was too ignorant, fearful, and chronically fatigued to make the time to figure out how the Reserves worked.