Originally Posted by pb4uski
I think you need to consider moving... no sense being miserable during the best period of your life.
I agree. Having one rural retreat to spend part of your time at makes sense, but having two - and no urban or suburban base, with its associated amenities - seems a bit pointless.
This forum and others are helpful, but no substitute for real human interaction and genuine friendships.
"To know what you prefer, instead of humbly saying Amen to what the world tells you you ought to prefer, is to have kept your soul alive". Robert Louis Stevenson, An Inland Voyage (1878)