Hello, I thought it is time for me to come out. I've lurked for a few years, as I fine tuned my dreams. Now I am really REALLY thinking about FIREing, because my job is becoming more of a drag on my happiness then ever before. I am 45 and feel like I've been working for 90 years.
My dream job never happened. I wanted to be a forest ranger, live in the wilderness, and be bohemian, but I had a family to raise. As much as I really did NOT want to be corporate, I did. My first day at my cubicle job I set up a spreadsheet to track my retirement progress. I still use the exact same spreadsheet, never switched to any organized software. It's messy and cumbersoome, but it works for me.
My original goal was 40, but I got sucked into the tech-investing thing and my pot of money that I had been growing went south for a few (okay more than a few) years. I am back to financial health now, and feel like I am "almost" at the KMA stage. If I had to walk away today, I could survive on a very furgal budget. But I know the longer I eek it out, the better off I will be, but the KMA feeling is blissful.
So thanks for the board, because it is my respite. I come here to remind myself that I am not crazy, and that just because no one I discuss my goal with realy believes I could pull it off (I like to think their disbelief is really midguided jealosy), I know i can.
I live very simply, and if not for the health insurance, could live easily on $20,000 a year. That is not my goal, just my bottom. I am amazed at how much other people feel they need to retire. I know I am not the norm, and it is nice to find a group that has at least some members who "get it" when it comes to simple living and getting away from the need to constantly be a consumer and spend.
When I first started the retirement plan, I had a baby in tow, no spouse, I trailer, and $600. Every dollar I am worth today I earned myself, through paychecks and planning and saving. Even paid 100% of my baby's college education in cash. My parents gave me nothing, there is no inheritance, no gifts, no spousal free rides, everything I have was obtained through SWEAT equity. Sorry if I sound braggish. It's just that it was no small feat.
Needless to say, I'm tired. I'm ready. I am "this close". It's a GREAT FEELING!!!!
Okay, thank you for readng my intro. I can be a jabberjaw, so don't be surprised if I show up on many threads...
Queeneev