i haven't lost faith in markets. i think they are still the same crapshoot i thought originally. what i have lost faith in is money. while i suspected this system was all smoke and mirrors, now i have proofs previously missing. anything that can disappear before your eyes was never there in the first place.
i'm quite certain that once all the smoke and mirrors are put back into place that all the rules of the craps table will come back into play, at least until another mirror cracks.
it isn't that money was ever my religion to lose faith in, but just like i was born into a jewish household though haven't been to temple since barmitzva, i was born into a capitalist system but i never bought into money, only now i know why.
whether or not i believe or have faith in a thing doesn't seem to matter much. like life, these things come into being all on their own. one minute you have a friend and the next minute your friend is dead. things only exist while they exist and then they return to nothing as if they never were. anything that is not now never was. so even to believe that a thing exists, while it exists, relies upon faith. your money fades to memory and then your memory fades to what is left you today. you dream of tomorrow but it is yesterday that was your dream. all you have is today, your waking day, all you have is your faith.