stress health retirement

[W2R]

What amazes me about the health improvements is that they are ongoing/cumulative. I am in better condition than I was three years ago, two years ago, one year ago.

The checkout person, at the grocery store I've been frequenting for almost 30 years, did a double take. She only recognized me from the name on the affinity card.

People ask: "What did you do?"

'I retired.'

While working, all the negative things reinforced each other into a downward spiral: obesity, high BP, arthritis pain, bad sleep, stress eating, too worn out to exercise...

Now the reinforcements are positive and the spiral is up.

I have noticed attitude improvements: less impatient, bitter, depressed... That was also part of the downward spiral.

Am I happy?
Sometimes.

I am definitely content, mellow, relaxed and have come to terms with myself.

It's not all pretty, but it's me; and I can live with what was and work on what is and could be.

Almost three years of introspection has been interesting.

Thanks, Khan.

An upward spiral would be welcome.

 

[W2R]

It seems to have worked for Osama Bid Laden (last video)

Sorry, Grecian Formula and cheap shoe polish while running from cave to cave don't count! It's too much like work.

 

[Alan]

Sorry, Grecian Formula and cheap shoe polish while running from cave to cave don't count! It's too much like work.

sounds like the plant I worked at in England. In the winter months you went to work in the dark, came home in the dark and the offices had no windows.

 

[Khan]

sounds like the plant I worked at in England. In the winter months you went to work in the dark, came home in the dark and the offices had no windows.

I recall reading that lack of windows (I spent most of my career in the basement) increased blood pressure.

 

[Alan]

I recall reading that lack of windows (I spent most of my career in the basement) increased blood pressure.

That reminds me of another stress reliever I had back in those days. Some vendor sent me a credit card sized card with his company logo that had a heat sensitive square on it and a color scale. When you are stressed your skin cools down as surface blood vessels contract while the body pumps more blood to the muscles ready for fight or flight.

This was very effective. I would "measure" my surface temperature occaisionally throughout the day and whenever the pad went blue I would sit back, close my eyes, breathe long and slow and think of my favourite beach. After 5 minutes I would test again and it was back in the red. Very simple and a great excuse for doing nothing several times a day (control feedback loops are important to engineers )

 

[Caroline]

Caroline, do you have to work so hard?

Well... if I keep THIS job, I do. It's not that it's "hard" in terms of incredible hours, it's just stressful by nature. Too much to do, too little time to do it, accountants (aka the "marketing prevention team") jumping up at the last minute and snatching away the budget that was promised...

(My Q4 budget was approved literally two weeks ago, and TODAY they tell me they want some of it back.

There's just no LOGIC here -- whether I get the job done or not is a matter of pure luck. And when it DOES get done it's second-guessed. "Why did we attend that big event?" Uh... because you TOLD us to four months ago and I have your email right here (because I save every single e-mail for exactly these types of butt-covering purposes.)

I've tried to say "screw it, I'm going to put in 8 hours a day and not worry about the rest" but then I leave my "trench buddies" in the lurch.

That's why I posted that list of ironies -- I've got to find the nerve to break the golden handcuffs and take the leap o' faith! :-O

 

[Alan]

I've tried to say "screw it, I'm going to put in 8 hours a day and not worry about the rest" but then I leave my "trench buddies" in the lurch.

Perhaps if you lead my example then enough of your trench buddies will cut back also and the company will hire more staff or change its work practices. If you are all working long hours all the time then it must be extremely wearing on everyone.

 

[W2R]

Perhaps if you lead my example then enough of your trench buddies will cut back also and the company will hire more staff or change its work practices. If you are all working long hours all the time then it must be extremely wearing on everyone.

Frank had been working 10 hours/day, 13/14 days every two weeks for quite a few months as had most of the other engineers in his section. When they announced it would be 12 hour days for the infinite future, he was pretty upset! Poor guy. So, last week he went to his cardiologist and got a letter saying he should not work more than 40 hours/week, for his health. We shall see how this plays out. Today will be his first day off since he got the letter. He just needs two more years before he can ER.

Caroline, I can SO relate to what you are saying about what goes on at your work. I have been dealing with a similarly aggavating situation this week as well, which led to my stressed out day that I wrote about the other day. I would tell you about it (it was unbelievable, just crazy) except there's no point. I ended up having to cast veiled insinuations about possible age/sex discrimination to get people to back off and I never do that. Doing that at least bought me some time but it will probably come back on me.

 

[Moemg]

I have found since I retired that I can handle the other life stressors much better .I have been traveling back and forth to Pa. to take care of my mother and in the past the time constraints would have stressed me out now I just roll with the punches .

 

[LeatherneckPA]

Last November stress put me in the hospital. After a full battery of tests, and I mean you name I had it, they decided it was stress induced angina. I was given Citalopram (which I suspect is an anti-depressant). Now that my DD and WSIL moved out (July 4th of all days) I am feeling much better. And my moood has been increasing weekly at work as well. Officers say they can tell I'm getting short by the change in my mood.

Found out last week that WSIL lost his job end of July. Have had three episodes since then. Fear of them moving back in I suppose, only this time bringing a newborn with them. It's pretty bad when you look forward to going to a prison so you can relax.