Indigo Mule
Recycles dryer sheets
I am looking for any words of advice, commiseration, and tips on setting and maintaining boundaries with your still-working friends when you are the first of your circle to free yourself from daily work.
I hadn't thought I would find myself in this situation so soon--I just retired last week. This week I had lunch with a friend on Monday (which was going to be us meeting somewhere for lunch on her work-from-home day, and morphed into me picking up lunch and meeting her at her house since she had spent her "lunchtime" running errands). Late last night, she texted me to explain that she needed to ask a favor--to have me be at her house for several hours tomorrow around noon to let some workers in to do a job, and then to lock up after them. My reaction to this simple request was a huge adrenaline spike, like I was under attack, and a triggering of my anxiety (that my hard-won escape from the need to be at others' beck and call was being taken away from me, and I was back in the realm of work hell).
I waited a half hour or so, until I was calmer, and then pushed back, explaining that I had not been planning to operate machinery (to drive), and asking if it was a true emergency, or just a convenience. I emphasized that my new-won time was indeed an asset, but that it should be held in reserve for emergencies--couldn't she reschedule the work? What would she do if I were unavailable? She could reschedule, but would have to pay them the full visit fee for the last-minute cancellation. Originally her spouse was going to be working from home, but he was being called into work.
I am going, this time. I may have annoyed her and put some distance into the friendship. On the surface, it's no big deal, and she is a kind and good friend. Underneath, I feel like this sort of request would have escalated, as she has a very tightly scheduled life, a long commute, and many stresses. It comes down to it being too soon for me. I had a hell job for years, and i did serious damage to my physical and mental health to win through to my retirement. I have not yet detoxified and healed--obviously, if this simple request can send me into an anxiety spiral.
So...how have you tactfully set up and maintained boundaries to protect your time from your valued friends? Do you mentally budget a certain amount of time to spend doing errands and such tasks for others? Do you take it on a case-by-case basis? Do you set expectations at the start, or wait until it crosses into too much?
I guess my dream of blissful introvert solitude, splashed with occasional social time, was not terribly realistic.
I hadn't thought I would find myself in this situation so soon--I just retired last week. This week I had lunch with a friend on Monday (which was going to be us meeting somewhere for lunch on her work-from-home day, and morphed into me picking up lunch and meeting her at her house since she had spent her "lunchtime" running errands). Late last night, she texted me to explain that she needed to ask a favor--to have me be at her house for several hours tomorrow around noon to let some workers in to do a job, and then to lock up after them. My reaction to this simple request was a huge adrenaline spike, like I was under attack, and a triggering of my anxiety (that my hard-won escape from the need to be at others' beck and call was being taken away from me, and I was back in the realm of work hell).
I waited a half hour or so, until I was calmer, and then pushed back, explaining that I had not been planning to operate machinery (to drive), and asking if it was a true emergency, or just a convenience. I emphasized that my new-won time was indeed an asset, but that it should be held in reserve for emergencies--couldn't she reschedule the work? What would she do if I were unavailable? She could reschedule, but would have to pay them the full visit fee for the last-minute cancellation. Originally her spouse was going to be working from home, but he was being called into work.
I am going, this time. I may have annoyed her and put some distance into the friendship. On the surface, it's no big deal, and she is a kind and good friend. Underneath, I feel like this sort of request would have escalated, as she has a very tightly scheduled life, a long commute, and many stresses. It comes down to it being too soon for me. I had a hell job for years, and i did serious damage to my physical and mental health to win through to my retirement. I have not yet detoxified and healed--obviously, if this simple request can send me into an anxiety spiral.
So...how have you tactfully set up and maintained boundaries to protect your time from your valued friends? Do you mentally budget a certain amount of time to spend doing errands and such tasks for others? Do you take it on a case-by-case basis? Do you set expectations at the start, or wait until it crosses into too much?
I guess my dream of blissful introvert solitude, splashed with occasional social time, was not terribly realistic.