My last day at work nearly 10 years ago was, mostly, a routine day. I did face some time pressure because the one main project I was working on I had to finish before I left. I got it done around 4 PM, 45 minutes before I was set to leave.
My best friend/coworker took me out to lunch at our favorite diner. I had rejected an offer to have a last-day luncheon held by other coworkers, as I had not attended any of theirs in 5 years (and only did that last one somewhat reluctantly because he was retiring after 37 years; he died 6 years later at age 66).
There was a brief gathering at my desk at about 3 PM and the people gave me the money they had raised for the luncheon in cash. It was about $160, a nice touch. I made a short speech which was a little tough but I got through it okay.
Where It became more difficult was on the long trip home on the trains. After packing up my personal items, I trudged out of the building, leaving my company ID card with the security people after going through the turnstiles. As I walked to the PATH trains (like a subway between NY and NJ, where my office was located), it began to hit me that this would be my last time on those trains.
Then came the longer ride on the LIRR. The last leg of the trip, the ~15-minute stretch between Jamaica station and my home station, I was close to losing it. My long, tiring, and sometimes sickening commute I had so despised for the last ~23 years was finally going to END. I surely didn't want to break down into tears in front a large group of fellow commuters.
I held it together as I left the train and began my short walk home. Now, I had some privacy, so I felt my eyes begin to well up, knowing this would be the last walk home from the station as a commuter (I have ridden the LIRR a few, very few, times since then).
I made it to my building and went upstairs to my apartment. I unlocked the door, went inside, and closed the door behind me. Now, with my Last Commute finally over, and behind closed doors, I dropped my stuffed tote bag to the floor, raised my arms, and, with some tears running down my face, yelled out...…….
"I'm FREE!!!!!"
That was Friday, October 31st, 2008. It might have been "Trick or Treat" for most people, but it was all treats for me!