To OP, could something be making you sad? I am not yet retired a year and was very happy. This whole election has spun my head around. It isn't just what is going on with choosing a new president. It is the whole process of being dragged through the mud over the last year. It has shown me a side of people I never wanted to see. People I thought were friends - I don't even want to keep in touch with any longer. It made me question who really are my friends and who I want to spend time with. Things that kept me busy and happy now seem to be meaningless in the grand scheme of things. I am obsessed with the news and constantly waiting for the "other shoe to drop".
Just wondering if you may be going through a similar phase.