thefed
Thinks s/he gets paid by the post
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I've been a bit slow at work lately and have had time to relax. I wake up a bit late, go to bed a little later. No real plans for the day....dinner is my most exciting plan lately. I've been 'working' about 2 days/week recently.
I putz around the house, maybe work for 30 minutes on a project here and there. Maybe get dressed....maybe not. I hear the mailman come and I get excited...nothing but junk. Get ready for my afternoon nap and tv shows. Read a magazine. Whatever....
Well....it's been about a month or so of this and I'm going CRAZY. I mean LAZY. or do i mean CRAZY? I dont know. I just feel so apathetic. Lethargic. Useless. Counter-productive. Whatever. I've even been using the term 'whatever' more than ever.
as much as I despise working when the work is around, I think I still like it? Or maybe I'm just not acclimated to this slower lifestyle? PART of the issue, I know, is that when I dont work, I dont get paid. If I dont get paid, I go crazy. I've been scraping together enough jobs to pay most of the bills and I squirrelled away enough cash for this expected downturn, but I feel counter-productive if I'm not progressing directly and agressively toward my goals of making lots of money, I feel bummed-out.
hopefully I'll be sitting on wads of cash when I decide to hang-em-up for real....and I can concentrate on being lazy. Maybe by then, I wont be 'lazy' as I'll be able to develop new hobbies and things that motivate me, huh?
I putz around the house, maybe work for 30 minutes on a project here and there. Maybe get dressed....maybe not. I hear the mailman come and I get excited...nothing but junk. Get ready for my afternoon nap and tv shows. Read a magazine. Whatever....
Well....it's been about a month or so of this and I'm going CRAZY. I mean LAZY. or do i mean CRAZY? I dont know. I just feel so apathetic. Lethargic. Useless. Counter-productive. Whatever. I've even been using the term 'whatever' more than ever.
as much as I despise working when the work is around, I think I still like it? Or maybe I'm just not acclimated to this slower lifestyle? PART of the issue, I know, is that when I dont work, I dont get paid. If I dont get paid, I go crazy. I've been scraping together enough jobs to pay most of the bills and I squirrelled away enough cash for this expected downturn, but I feel counter-productive if I'm not progressing directly and agressively toward my goals of making lots of money, I feel bummed-out.
hopefully I'll be sitting on wads of cash when I decide to hang-em-up for real....and I can concentrate on being lazy. Maybe by then, I wont be 'lazy' as I'll be able to develop new hobbies and things that motivate me, huh?