Hi anonimitycity,
I am sorry about your loss and thanks for the CNN article. It's very interesting. I guess I consider myself a little bit more prepared than the person in the article. During our mariage, I actually the one who pay the bills and plan the vacation, I just never have to worry much about it, my DH only takes care of the 401K and IRA. You mentioned the spousal 401K, I met with his HR and they told me I can withdraw it without irs penalty but I'll have to pay tax on it. I decided to leave it at the same place for at least 4 years until my youngest graduated from college, then I may roll it to the IRA. If I roll to IRA then I'll have to wait until I am 59 1/2 to withdraw without the penalty but I will have more funds/more flexibility with that chunk of money. His company does not have a pension, so I don't have to worry about that. I am still working so I still have medical insurance for myself and my daughters. But of course, we have to adjust life to live on one salary, no more fancy vacation, shopping...etc... We still go out to eat when they come visit me or vice versa. I have decided to rent my house out for now, it's probably a bad decision but somehow I am scared to sell it, and there is just so much memory to stay in it. I like this site because AARP and widownet.com makes me week and I need to learn to be stronger. I will follow somebody in the previous post who advises be conservative to keep the principal. I guess you never know what life will throw at you, so I live one day at the time, trying to keep thing simple and I'll deal with the layoff when it comes. It's amazing that when it's time of need, there are strangers from nowhere that you can depend on. I have leaned on my co-workers, my sisters and brothers, my daughters, this board and others. My life have changed and I hope in the future I can give as much as I take. You're not alone in this long hard road, hang in there and we're be ok.