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Growing up poor, I always resented the fact that money, or rather the lack thereof, controlled every aspect of our lives - where and how we lived, what we wore, what we could do (or, mostly, not do) and what we ate. I especially hated that we could not buy certain foods at the grocery store because it was too expensive. When I thought about my future, I never wanted to be "rich", I just wanted to have enough money so that I did not need to know or care how much something cost at the grocery. And that carries through to this day. I don't care about expensive and fancy houses, cars, clothes, jewelry, or other possessions. But as long as I have been an adult, I have bought anything I want at the grocery. Lucky for me, my aspirations were so small that I could be satisfied with a trip down the produce aisle.
This is VERY similar to my childhood. We had so little. Going to the grocery store with my Mom really affected my understanding of "want" vs. "need". I was her little helper at the store. We had one of those little counter machines where you clicked a button for each $ and penny, so that you could track your total amount spent. That was my job...everything that went into the cart...I clicked it on the little plastic device...we watched the total, and my mother had to carefully decide what she could or couldn't afford to put into the cart. Many times we either had to stop shopping or decide what to put back so that we could get something else that was more urgent.
I quickly learned to never ask for candy or anything special at the grocery store. I would have felt horrible asking for something that truly wasn't necessary for our survival.
This, along with drinking powdered milk and always having to wear handme-downs, and being picked on in school for not having nice clothes, etc., really impacted me. Being poor was hard.
It made me quickly realize the difference between want vs need.
I have the same feeling as you. As long as I can buy what I want to at the grocery store (and have my basic needs met), I'm content. I'm a "simple girl". Having my basic needs met and feeling secure and safe are most important to me, followed by having freedom to spend my time as I wish with my loved ones. Everything else is gravy - and yeah - I like things! I just value security and time more.
What's really interesting is that a likely similar situation affected my friend differently - he was impacted more by how little money made him feel in the eyes of others. So, thus, he wants to show others how much money he has by buying expensive cars, etc.
As Simple Girl suggests, if you know why you spend, you can better determine how you should spend.
Exactly. You really have to understand your inner motivations before you can attempt to make a significant change in your spending behavior.