I really enjoyed smoking, and probably would again. But after 36 years, I'm just not going back to it.
Sounds a little like me. I smoked a pack a day before Vietnam and over 2 packs a day afterward. They were cheap back then, so why not.
I knew it was bad for me, and tried to quit so many times I lost count. But it's horribly addictive, as any smoker knows.
When I finally managed to do it, I was a very happy camper. That was 47 years ago. About a month after I quit, I found a half pack in the pocket of a jacket, and lit one up just out of pure curiosity. The effect was the same as the first one I ever smoked, so I immediately put it out and never experimented again.
But I do find it a bit odd to read about this when the highest death rates seem to have been in the countries with the highest rates of smoking.