Back in October, I got into a blow out with a neighbor who lives across the street. Without getting into specifics, I did a lot of name calling, swore, yelled etc. The neighbor remained relatively calm. I also called the cops.
A few days later, I realized that I was way out of line and was thinking of apologizing but did not want to go over and enter their property unannounced so I figured I would wait until I could catch the neighbor on the street. Well, 3 months went by before I saw the neighbor getting out of their car parked across the street and just as he was to walk in his yard, I called out that I wanted to apologize, but the neighbor kept walking very fast and went right into his house, totally ignoring me, so I never got a chance to explain myself.
I now feel like I lowered myself and wondered if I just should have not tried to apologize since nothing really came of it. I feel like an idiot.
Just looking for advice. Thanks
A few days later, I realized that I was way out of line and was thinking of apologizing but did not want to go over and enter their property unannounced so I figured I would wait until I could catch the neighbor on the street. Well, 3 months went by before I saw the neighbor getting out of their car parked across the street and just as he was to walk in his yard, I called out that I wanted to apologize, but the neighbor kept walking very fast and went right into his house, totally ignoring me, so I never got a chance to explain myself.
I now feel like I lowered myself and wondered if I just should have not tried to apologize since nothing really came of it. I feel like an idiot.
Just looking for advice. Thanks