This will sound horrible and if God is reading - -please sir, I'm just ranting so please no lightning bolts.
Sometimes- I question the value of living too long which I realize means different things to different people. This whole being healthy, living till 90 and a 100.....in the end, all it means is people organic'ed and Peloton'ed themselves into being healthy -- and in the end their pensions will be cut, and their Medicare *will* tell them to take the pain pill and that xyz procedure isn't worth it - - yes, rationing is going to be a fact of life there's no other way around it. And while this is happening....people will have to stay at jobs longer, which means less openings for younger workers .....combine that with Artificial Intelligence taking jobs....and it almost seems like Hunger Games will be normal for the masses one day. and for what? For busybodies to tell us not to eat fast food and not to be fat?
Also, I look at my financial situation.....sometimes it's a stretch to think I can make my money and lifestyle last till 90+. I honestly don't care if I make it to that...but I feel it's my duty to DW to see her thru till the final moment. And from an impersonal, solely financial point of view, 75-80 seems lovely. (And I realize even that is not guaranteed to anyone).
I'm 46 now, so 75 seems great. If Im 74, maybe I'd feel different about 75
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I realize that. But I dunno ....if I could have a one on one with the Maker.....I think I'd respectfully ask for 75-80, with some reasonable aches and pains but nothing too horrible. And then - well, see what else might be out there.
means more money to spend while here, more to pass on to kids, and my goodness less old age misery.
Again if the Almighty reads this I'm thankful for life and everything, I'm not asking to be croaked. I'm thinking out loud is all.