Not for me to give advice, but as a self appointed professional observer of people, and a one-time psychologist hopeful, my thinking is that we are all built on the same foundation, and that position in life is a function of ego.
No one's own ego, but the ego of others. We fit in by measuring ourselves with regard to others. Wealth, Freedom, Position, Power, Personality, Confidence, Luck, Health, Strength.
Then what "they"
do, or what "they"
have.
Travel, Party, Belong, Operate, Instruct, Lead,
Houses, Cars, Stuff, Summer homes, Businesses, Trophy Wives
We're always in in a position of competition, envy, frustration, hope, disappointment, and yeah, a measure of hate. Highs, lows, and "not sures".
But with all of that, times where the "what if's" take over. The good ones are usually temporary highs... Promotions, raises, windfalls, the "right" person, and maybe winning the lottery.
Unfortunately, the good things are not usually the stuff of happy dreams, or for some reason slide into the category of "normal", rather than success.
So we (the all encompassing generic "WE") keep all of the uncertainty, worry, anxiety and concern at the top of our psyche. "Happy" is almost always in the future, simply because...
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Methinks that anyone who isn't in the middle of this, just isn't normal. So what to do? My own solution is to list, mentally or on paper, the worst scenarios.. and then to put them aside. Part two, is to set up the ideal, and to put the think effort into the means to that end...
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Condensed version:
Out of career position to own business stopped by cancer scare.
Not enough money to retire according to financial advisor. Needed five more years of employment.
Planned, planned, planned for a less costly life.
Learned better, less expensive ways
Decided it was me and mine... not what the other guy thought and did.
Boil it down... okay?... Give it a try on one's own terms... young enough to recover if necessary. Having a good buddy along the way helps. Listen, learn
but it's gotta be a personal roadmap.