Dear 18 year old me,
you know you are not mature or responsible enough to handle a 4 year university right now. Go to junior college for a few years and get yourself together.
My dearest Grandparents offered me a full ride to college and with pressure from my parents I was convinced it's what I had to do. I wasted 2 years of their funds with failing grades and late nights before I left hanging my head. It wasn't until I spent a few years on a forklift that I decided that wasn't the life I wanted. I put myself through college the second time and graduated with a 3.85. I never missed a day or an assignment once the money and responsibility was on me. Everyone is different and has their own story to tell but I wasted a tremendous opportunity because I didn't have the courage to admit I wasn't ready.
Have more fun along the way. Take some risks.
When the college boyfriend asks you to visit him in Germany, go. He will go back to his country of origin, and you will never see him again, but you could have more memories to cherish.
Even as late as the 1990's, your career will be negatively affected by sex discrimination in a Fortune 50 company. Carefully document what is happening and sue the bastards!
A quiet local girl met a German fellow skiing at Whistler. She took the offer to visit him, which eventually ended in marriage, settling back in her home town, then the fellow started Shopify in a nearby Starbucks.
I'm glad that had a happy ending! My boyfriend wanted me to visit him in Germany, but he wasn't from Germany originally.
He was from Saudi Arabia. Mecca, to be exact. His father was long deceased, and he was the oldest son, with a mother and younger sister he was responsible for (forever) as the "head of the family." He could not stay here, and I would have lasted precisely 1.3 seconds in Saudi Arabia as a mouthy American woman! I always respected his devotion to his family. We can't always have everything we want in life. Some things are more important than that.