kyounge1956
Thinks s/he gets paid by the post
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- Sep 11, 2008
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by the idea of all the things which can potentially affect your life drastically for the worse, but over which you have little or no influence? Health care costs, economic cycles, tax changes, peak oil, corporate misdeeds and political machinations.....I'm not a conspiracy theorist myself, but I can quite sympathize with the feeling that may be behind the theories—that vast and powerful influences are arrayed against me and I don't stand a snowball's chance of diverting or avoiding them. Like a mammal in the age of the dinosaurs, I feel surrounded by behemoths which ignore me, except when they are hungry. If they do not devour me, they could easily crush me without ever knowing that they have. The only possible escape seems to be to find a niche to live in that's so insignificant the "dinosaurs" want it neither to exploit directly nor as a source of prey. What or where that niche is, I haven't a clue.
Are you all thinking, "duh, what took her so long to figure that out"? I don't know why these thoughts are coming up now. Do you have this anxiety?
Are you all thinking, "duh, what took her so long to figure that out"? I don't know why these thoughts are coming up now. Do you have this anxiety?