Look, ERD50, I'm just trying to help (well, maybe not so much).
Perhaps you could find a certain amount of comfort if you sliced up each Valium into 16 equal parts. See, don't you already feel calmer just thinking about it? Then, you could start experimenting taking different amounts of the pill and discovering how many slices works best for you. You could also spend some time on-line looking for the best ways to cut up a pill. And, you could research different methods of measuring the strength of your need/desire for histograms! Standard Deviations! Confidence factors! If you like, you might consider contacting midpack whom I'm sure would agree to make colorful charts and graphs for you regarding your findings.
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