tenant13
Full time employment: Posting here.
It seems like the last two or so years have sucked the joy out of my life. I'm reasonably healthy and well adjusted, doing what I thought I always wanted to do, socially ok, financially fine (perhaps struggling a bit with switching from "saving" to "spending" mode) and overall content. Yet I don't experience the same emotions and think the same thoughts as I did when I first retired - which was pure exuberance.
Everywhere I travel seems like a place I've already been to, every person I meet feels like someone I've already met before, everything I do is something I've done - literally. I am unable to enjoy "being in the moment" and I'm always anxious: about what I've just done and about what I'm about to do.
WTF is my problem: too much time and too much money? I don't believe my retirement is the reason for feeling this way. But that's where I am and it sucks.
Everywhere I travel seems like a place I've already been to, every person I meet feels like someone I've already met before, everything I do is something I've done - literally. I am unable to enjoy "being in the moment" and I'm always anxious: about what I've just done and about what I'm about to do.
WTF is my problem: too much time and too much money? I don't believe my retirement is the reason for feeling this way. But that's where I am and it sucks.