Closet_Gamer
Thinks s/he gets paid by the post
I've "been there and done that" on depression. It sucks.
I would definitely go see someone. You can start with your GP and get a referral to a pyschiatrist who can help sort out whether you should pursue a bit of therapy or perhaps something medicinal or both.
One thing: don't lay any judgement on yourself. Depression isn't a sign of being weak or unable to cope with life. Its chemical. The doc put me on meds that probably saved my life. At first I was dejected that I had to do that, but I've come to think of it as "diabetes of the brain." We don't judge people for being diabetic. Don't judge yourself if your brain chemistry got a bit of whack. It happens. A lot.
+1 on finding purpose. I think its one of the most important words in life.
Best of luck. PM me if you want re: depression.
I would definitely go see someone. You can start with your GP and get a referral to a pyschiatrist who can help sort out whether you should pursue a bit of therapy or perhaps something medicinal or both.
One thing: don't lay any judgement on yourself. Depression isn't a sign of being weak or unable to cope with life. Its chemical. The doc put me on meds that probably saved my life. At first I was dejected that I had to do that, but I've come to think of it as "diabetes of the brain." We don't judge people for being diabetic. Don't judge yourself if your brain chemistry got a bit of whack. It happens. A lot.
+1 on finding purpose. I think its one of the most important words in life.
Best of luck. PM me if you want re: depression.