15 working days to go. Portfolio is down 13% from 2020 peak, but my projected spend is still only 3% and I have 5-7 years of cash to wait out the coming depression. Work just replaced the boss that pushed me over the edge to begin thinking about retiring and co-workers that depend on my skill-set are panicking about my leaving. I knew it was going to be hard to finally walk away, and I was all set mentally to deal with that. Then the world tilted on its side with the COVID-19 and all the unknowns it represents. I'm not as excited as I wanted to be as my day approaches. Now I am struggling with the idea of do I stay another month? Two? Or just close my eyes and jump off the bridge as planned.....