Hi, I’m the OP. Thanks for all the comments, particularly the ones that called me out and recognized that these things are not always as simple as they seem. I’m a weird kind of frugal…constant spending on little things bothers me. It feels like sitting in a cab in NYC in traffic with the meter running. I’d much rather give someone a lump sum and say, “Enjoy this, spend it how you choose.” This will be my final comment on this thread, but I just wanted to address a few things:
1. The reason for the joint account is that I’ve found people are much more diligent with their own money than with others’ money. That’s proven true in this case, as we’ve come in way under budget since putting the account into place. Also, given my “weird kind of frugal” mentioned above, putting in $X/month feels much better to me than just grabbing the check at dinner when we go out. It puts a cap on my monthly spend so I can forget about it. Even if it costs more per month, I relax more with this system.
2. The earnings discussion wasn’t explicit, but stuff just sort of comes out after a certain number of months. I’m not into keeping secrets from those I’m very close to.
3. Early on, I nearly quit my day job when the b.s. bucket got high. My GF’s response, which I found quite endearing, was, “Ok, then we’ll start eating a McDonalds. Do what you need to do.” I liked that response a lot.
4. She likes my kids and they like her.
5. It’s the snippy comments which are the issue to me. Clearly we need to have a heart to heart about core values. I find snippy comments usually fly when you inherently are judging someone else’s core values and are trying to find a middle ground. Granted, she’s not the first person to call me frugal (another friend made a snippy comment to me over the weekend) so I have some soul-searching to do myself, about finding the right balance of being true to my values vs. loosening up a little and fitting into the actual world, not the idealistic one I have in my head where everyone thinks like I do. The general logic is that being frugal is great during accumulation so that you can live better later. For me, it’s “later” and I’m trying to find that right balance while being true to myself and also not being a drag on those I care about. In a similar vein, my dad is extremely generous in that he paid for my education, lent me money for my first house (and didn’t hassle me for a return of the funds until I offered, years after selling the house) and plans to leave a big inheritance. BUT, when we go to a restaurant, I get a little embarrassed about how closely he scrutinizes the bill, how his clothes look like they’re from the dumpster behind goodwill, etc. So I get the point that people have made about me. For some of us, there’s pride in exemplifying the Millionaire Next Door, but for those around us, it can be a bit much.
6. For those who suggested, “Just find someone else,” trust me, I dated a lot. The challenge with dating a lot during your life is that ultimately each relationship ends for a reason. Eventually, you end up with a huge list of “deal-killers” that makes it very challenging to find an actual live, human-being who doesn’t have at least one of them. So my goal in large part is to learn to be accepting of others, and only push back if something truly violates my values. I’m still figuring that out in this case. Again, it’s the snippy comments, and not anything about the actual spending, that bothers me. Overall, she stays within budget and does pay for her own condo, life, etc.
7. There were a few comments about gambling. Yeah, I find it pointless, too. She finds it entertaining, as do many people I know here in Nevada, and she puts a reasonable cap on what she'll lose in a night. I don't love it, but it's not an out-of-control kind of thing.
Thanks again! Now I hope someone else will share some juicy personal stuff so I can participate in the advice.