Olbidness
Recycles dryer sheets
I've been on vacation for a couple of weeks now and I've been thinking about how my motivation has waned lately and I think it is because my father passed away a few months ago. Along with all the normal feelings of loss I don't have him watching my successes or failures anymore. He had Alzheimer's disease so I know the details of my life were beyond him, but he was still interested (even if I had to tell him again and again) up until the end. It seems odd to have that feeling that I wanted my dad to see me as a success even after I had passed the half century mark.